A Divinely Ordered Life
We have a world crying out for peace and unity. It is my understanding through God that peace is a given, an eternal gift, our natural state of being. As I reflect on what is happening in our world I am reminded that what we see on the outside is just a snapshot of our own internal dynamic – the war within – the illusion of dark and light always competing and fighting with each other.
Unity is an inside job. If we want peace and unity we have to find a way to fashion a peace treaty within. We can do this by accepting with love and grace all of the diversity that lives within us during this incarnation.
I know I have spent a significant amount of time wishing I did not hear the voice of fear, the voice of ego tormenting me, breaking down my confidence, making me forget my true essence…that I AM the presence of God. Listening to ego with all of its annoying and frustrating fears and challenges simply continues the war within, trying to break me down by making me believe things that – really are just not true. The normal reaction for many is to argue with ego but that’s just a waste of time, a hopeless argument with an imaginary force of energy. Arguing with ego simply leads to even more internal division and unrest.
We have to learn how not to feed into the negative energy of thoughts, voices or images that are there to create contrast. Contrast; meaning it offers the opposite of Divine Truth. This gives us the ability to keep discerning what it is that we actually or want to believe and the choice to go higher in our thoughts and perceptions. It is a moment-to-moment opportunity to awaken over and over again to Divine Truth. An opportunity to return Home to love.
When I was awakened by and to Divine Truth I was told to let those fearful negative thoughts and voices just pass by, not to feed into them, to just ignore them. What is interesting is that until I awakened, I wasn’t really conscious of the cacophony of negative thoughts and voices going on in my mind. It was a stunning revelation, and while I have worked diligently to ignore the fear and negative energy there are still times I become overwhelmed and frustrated and find myself arguing with an ego thought system. It is a never-ending process, yet overtime, I have made significant progress.
When we listen to the ego and its faulty thoughts it creates the illusion of separation both within and outside of us. Due to this faulty belief in separation we often dislike parts of our self, things that we think or do. We fragment ourselves into aspects of good and bad and then project them onto others, deeming others as wrong or right – judging the mirror reflection that we don’t always recognize as something we dislike about our self. We judge our self and others, not seeing the perfection of our diverse and expansive characters as Divine Love.
In order for us to remember our eternal essence and ascend back to the peace that we already are, we have to grasp onto and maintain a perspective of unity. This means that we must accept the illusion of our internal struggle with all of its thoughts and fears, all of the voices and negative energy of ego, all of the amazing various aspects of self, allowing all of it to be just as it is, but without giving it power, allowing Spirit to lead.
We attain peace through loving the experience, loving and forgiving our self for listening to or believing the fear stories created by the illusionary war within. We need to accept that this is all part of the incarnation experience, that it is not wrong, it just is. We need to have gratitude and a sense of humor for this miracle experience of life. We only need to transcend the ego belief system. After all, there is only the One mind of God and that is all there ever is or was.
Unity through Love is the only way to keep the peace. We are One unified force of Love. There is only Divine consciousness that we all share. It’s time to stop believing and reacting to ego thoughts. See it for what it is – an energetic offering of contrast. Each of us is a perfectly integrated and whole Divine being. This can never change regardless of what we learn from our physical senses or ego thought system.
The more we can accept our own diverse being with love, compassion and forgiveness the more we will have peace and unity within and without. This is how we create world peace.
Below is an entry in my journal of a discussion with God about the nature of right and wrong. This is exactly what I experience within my relationship with God and yes, I receive scripted messages!
Journal Entry 2/3/19
Me: God, how do I explain that there is no right or wrong, especially when someone brings up murder or abuse? How do I convey not to judge, even though I don’t like it? I don’t like violence.
God: It is not easy when others do not understand the concept of earth or your existence being an illusion. You are to say “I know everything is in God’s hands. I believe in the concept that life is a dream or illusion. I don’t like violence, but I do not understand God’s expansiveness and why these things occur. I leave any judging or deciding for Him. I am allowed to not like something without judging it. I also believe that Soul Print Energy (egoic faulty belief system) is playing a role in everything that happens and that what happens on the outside is a mirror image of our internal dynamic. Therefore, until conflict is resolved within and reconciled, we are still going to see struggle and chaos outside of ourselves. Yet, seeing or perceiving struggle and dysfunction is also purposeful in providing contrast, which creates opportunities for awakening. This leads you to search your own heart and mind to where anger, hatred, shame, revenge, guilty and judgment lie within you. I believe God corrects all of these faulty beliefs and perspectives through a relationship with Him. He needs to teach you the Truth about yourself, what you see outside yourself, your worldview and who He is. God reconciles all of the conflict and helps you accept the diversity of being Divine and having a human experience.
I AM the only healer of your heart.
I AM the One who teaches you about your perfection.
I AM the One who created you.
I AM the One who cherishes you and
brings you back to believing in the
beautiful Spirit that you are.
I fix broken hearts and minds and
help you remember that this life
is just an illusion prodding you to
wake up to your Divine nature.’
©Debbie N. Goldberg
A Divinely Ordered Life
Divine revelation is an awareness of Divine wisdom. It is Divine Truth that makes its way into your knowingness and your thought process. It is I, God, revealing Myself to you.
I AM speaking to you all of the time. Some will hear wisdom auditorily and others will simply feel and know it. It is a Holy moment when Divine revelation takes over all other perspectives…when the veil of your physical senses is lifted and you see things through Divine eyes. You are given an awareness or knowingness that you have not had before, a deeper level of perception, a more expansive view of a Divine Truth of which you had but little understanding.
I AM helping you understand your journey each step of the way. At precise moments I help you have more clarity about yourself, others, the Divine mystery that is your life and its inseparable connection with Me. Your life is a journey of co-creation as Spirit. It is a journey of understanding your experiences on a spiritual level, a level that can be difficult to attain if you stay bound by the limitations of your physical senses and subdued by the domination of your ego.
My revelation will come to you gradually, quietly, as you spend more time with Me, close to Me, conversing with Me, experiencing and understanding the Oneness of all Creation. It may come to you through the whispered words that you hear when you are attentive to the rhythms of Nature, through a person, a friend, or a life situation, anything that gives birth to a heightened internal awareness that allows Me to shift you to a Divine perspective.
I AM always guiding you whether you hear Me or are simply aware of MY presence. Many call this sense of awareness, intuition. Intuition is a connection with Divine wisdom in which you are prompted to know something, inspired with a spark of creativity/genius or to take action. Intuition comes from a universal connectedness of Oneness.
Everyone has intuitive abilities, but many do not recognize that when intuition brings Divine revelation, a higher understanding, the source of that deep intuitive feeling or knowingness is Me. Tied to your earthly senses, your powers of thought, analysis and ego, you believe you figured something out on your own or that the lesson learned was simply the end product of a series of life experiences. But this isn’t true. You are not living this life separate and alone.
You can never be separated from Me for we are taking this journey together as One. Over time you will understand more. Divine revelation will never cease to be given to you for it is your task to awaken to the Truth of who you are, One with Me, Divine Love remembering itself.
©Debbie N. Goldberg
We are all One Consciousness, One Mind with God. We are all the same energy as Spirit. We are the ‘I AM,’ however, for the purpose of experiencing life on earth each of us perceives our self as being an ‘I’ or a ‘me.’ Even though we each have our own unique journey and believe we have a separate identity from our Creator and from each other we are never separate, it is just not possible, we are the light.
Your particular journey will lead you to this knowledge no matter how much time or how many lifetimes it takes. You will eventually understand that you are magnificent, blessed, and Holy, for the only thing that truly exists is the eternal and infinite energy of Divine Sacred Love, which is you…God expressing itself through you, as you.
The earth experience is created by God and is supposed to be a fun experience of rediscovering your Divine nature. This rediscovery can only be achieved fully through an intimate relationship with your Creator because, without that relationship, it’s impossible for you to truly understand your journey or how you are creating your own world through perception.
Each of us has a cast of characters within that make up all the different aspects of self. We are a one-person show, in which we play all the roles. We keep many of these aspects hidden deep within never wanting to let others see them because they evoke feelings of shame or guilt, or because we pass judgment on them as darkness, believing that they are not a good or likable parts of us.
‘Ego or Soul Print Energy Consciousness’ is an illusionary energy that creates a belief in duality and separation by providing the illusion of a veil of unconsciousness. This energy helps us project the belief that we are an individual participating on the earth stage. It is an illusion of a false identity. The illusion of ego consciousness is Divinely orchestrated so that we can have
the experience of human life.
In truth, all of our aspects are of the light for nothing else exists. We were created perfectly with the aspects we have been given. These aspects of light are put into the closet by what we call the ‘ego.’ The ego has no understanding of the expansiveness of light (God) and perceives everything through a lens of wrong or right, good or bad.
Yet, all of these various character traits and inner voices play a role in forming the universe of diverse feelings, actions, thoughts and beliefs that permeate our life, many of which are faulty or misleading. Many times we categorize aspects as darkness, our shadow side or light. Our perception of what we hear or see create our story or narrative of who we are, a false identity. These traits or aspects come from God, experiences that wounded us in some way, defense mechanisms or from intergenerational prejudices and beliefs passed on to us by family and the world at large. All of these characters traits combine to form what we call persona, that which gives depth to our character. All of this is necessary for you, as Spirit, to have a full experience of living a human life.
I must see all character aspects as light for nothing else exists. I need to let the light out of the closet (shadow side). The ego put aspects of myself in the closet, not understanding that they are of the light.
As we awaken to the Truth of our Divine nature we understand that the illusion of Earth is a virtual physical stage or theatre to play out the story that was Divinely created for us. We recognize the power given to us of eternal life, love, protection and safety in order for us to create using our infinite imagination (consciousness) and heart to bring forth our purpose and passion onto the physical stage. All of this is Divinely guided and driven for each individual’s unique experience.
As Spirit, we are pure Divine love and joy, Divine Consciousness, God Consciousness. Spirit is whole and complete and has no character aspects or desires to set in motion to the amazing stage on earth that God created. This is the Divinely designed role of the ego. These character aspects need to be embraced within us with pure love and no judgment as God created the role, aspects and storyline for each one of us. All the difficult experiences we have had need to be processed, healed and transmuted. We need to like who we are and the role we were created for by and as Divine perfection.
Our life journey is moving through stages of self-discovery and allowing these characters to come out of the closet and appreciate their usefulness in creating a whole persona. I have a whole host of aspects that were hidden in the closet such as, being oversensitive, sadness, fearing, a harsh judge, a bully, jealous, confused, unworthy, ashamed, not good enough, dishonest, irresponsible, angry, rebellious, apathetic, self-centered, know it all, etc. Because I deemed experiences and character aspects as wrong or ugly, I only wanted to show what I deemed as my good character aspects such as, compassion, responsible, loving, happy, skill-full, smart, well-able, etc. I have many aspects that are the opposite of all of the ones I deemed not good enough. So does everyone else, but they are not typically in our awareness.
Our self discovery takes us to a place of needing to integrate all of the character aspects into a whole being with Spirit in the lead and taking charge over the whole self with love and no judgment. We need to accept our whole beautiful self with all of its diversity for this earth experience. Spirit knows that you are already whole and are God walking.
When we don’t integrate all of our self with love and leave aspects in the closet they will come out with a vengeance and appear to make us look unbalanced, reckless or self-sabotaging. Hence we look or feel crazy to others and ourselves at times when we lose our cool or become scared. We can get stuck in seasons of depression, anxiety, anger, etc. when we don’t want to face what is in the closet because we believe it is too painful. We lack tolerance and judge the diversity within us because we are not perceiving with the mind of God. We don’t know how to view, embrace or process the pain from the faulty belief system so we keep putting it off.
This keeps us in modulating behavior. We are afraid to show our whole beautiful self. When we do, people don’t understand our reactions, expression or beliefs because they come out in an unbalanced way. When we integrate these aspects, we can speak and be our True self, stay in balance and live in the higher vibration of love. Free to be who we truly are rather than pushing parts of us down.
My journey of self-discovery came through Spiritual introspection with God. I experience God’s energy as unconditional Divine love, God Consciousness. This energy has come to me in many forms through meditation and guided imagery for my healing and awakening purposes as Jesus, Angels, my Highest Self and family who have passed on. I have learned that I am one with all of the light in what ever form it presents to me as. They are part of my aspects as well.
God chaperoned me into the closet of my being to find the richness and beauty of every character aspect. In this process, God is constantly polishing all of these aspects as He feels necessary so that you become closer to your True Divine presence which in turn; develops grace, love, tolerance and compassion for yourself and others.
This is an everyday, moment by moment purification to your highest. This purification has to happen because we forgot and have difficulty believing that we are Divine and perfect. We have to go through a process of Divinely undoing or a dismantling of our false self. Nothing is ever judged right or wrong, good or bad. There is only love for us. God uses us wherever we are in this transformation for us to bare witness to our self and act as a mirror reflection for others to see their aspects hiding in their closet.
Many times all of our goodness and Divinity is hiding in the closet as well because we don’t see our inherent beautiful Divine self within. Yet, we do see all aspects in the outer mirror of the world. As we ascend higher in Consciousness, eventually we will look through the mirror and only see the Divinity in each person for everyone is the face of God, with their own unique expression of sacred love and story. We are being transformed so that we can accept and integrate our Divinity for this earth experience and understand the perfection of self as an already wholly integrated being.
To accomplish this takes spending as much time as possible with God or whomever you believe your Creator to be. The effort you put into quiet time to be taught your individual unique truth through Divine love will enhance, enrich and create a life of joy, happiness, well being and passion to move into your awakened purpose or Divine calling.
I see myself as the reflection of pure Divine Light.
I see myself as Divine Light and I reflect that out into the world.
I see the perfection of who I AM as light and everyone else. I must be Divine Light since nothing else exists.
I must be beautiful, whole and healed since nothing else exists.
I must be Love since nothing else exists.
I am joyful in the acceptance that I AM One with Divine presence
I reign in God’s glory and splendor
I am One with the sun that rises to its fullest expression of light. Each day I get a new opportunity to see that I AM One with that light.
©Debbie N. Goldberg
On this day you can reclaim God’s beautiful gift by making a vow of peace towards your own self and towards humanity remembering that God still reigns, and that love, peace and joy are our true nature. We are together as One in this world. Peace is not something you fight for it is something you graciously choose to accept. God loves you so – just as you are for we are One Love, One Heart and God’s Joy. Peace be with you.
May the peace of God touch every thought, every heart, every home, every mind and body, and spread throughout the world in which we live. Amen.
©Debbie N. Goldberg
A Divinely Ordered Life
The dictionary describes the word ‘servitude’ as slavery, however, “I AM” reframing this word for you in the way it was meant to be understood. Servitude means ‘in service to’. If you notice at the end of the word servitude is ‘tude’ as in attitude.
For many years people believed that ‘servitude’ meant slavery because of historical events that included slavery. Also, most people didn’t understand the intended meaning of the term ‘service’ when used in religious doctrine as in the concept of ‘service to ME, the Creator. Many people thought that this meant that they had to give things up, live a certain way, or engage in different types of sacrifices. For this article, we are using the term ‘servitude’ as ‘joyfully being in service to Me-God, yourself and others because all there is is ‘One’ that is being served.
People underestimate the power of ‘quiet servitude’. ‘Quiet servitude’ for most of us conjures visions of cloistered monks or those who have taken a vow of silence and spend their life in quiet service; but there are many more ways to understand the term.
When you are in silent prayer or meditation you are in ‘quiet servitude’, which is the highest form of holding a space of love. This creates an extremely powerful presence of ‘I AM’ within you.
When you are in communion with ME, God, meaning having a mutual love and adoration for each other and having sacred intimate conversation, you are in ‘quiet servitude’.
Servitude does not mean that you have to take a vow of silence, or that your voice is unimportant. Nor does it mean that you should stop serving others in your daily experience. I want you to understand that being still and quiet is serving just as much if not more at times then ‘doing’.
You can also apply the practice of ‘quiet servitude’ as not always feeling the need to speak out constantly unless it is necessary as your words, your intended meaning, your tone and energy etc. impact others in ways that you cannot always comprehend. You need to be thoughtful in your communication, meaning that your words are heart centered and coming from an ‘I’ position is of utmost importance. This means pausing before you speak. Have you spoken with “ME” about your beliefs to gain more perspective before you share your thoughts? Can you allow a more expansive view on life then what you have right now? Can you make a practice of Knowing your truth does not make other’s beliefs wrong and that their truth does not make you wrong?
Are you willing to expand your understanding of self to include the Truth that there is enough love within you to allow for differences without it causing fear in you? Can you accept others as they are, without wanting to change them? Can you see your sisters and brothers as the light of perfection no matter how they are performing in their own story? The ability to allow differences is also practicing ‘quiet servitude’.
We are moving into a more thoughtful reality that is centered in Love, and our perception of life is much more expanded because we allow Divine Truth to keep discerning for us. Ask to see things from a higher Truth. This is what will create more ‘quiet servitude’ within you. Let the gentle strength of Love fill you and allow its resonance to satisfy you for this is your natural state. This is how we go forward into the new world – Living from a higher, more expanded consciousness. -God-
Mantra – I am peaceful within the ‘I AM’ presence and its powerful quiet servitude.
©Debbie N. Goldberg