‘The Cast of Characters Within’
We are all One Consciousness, One Mind with God. We are all the same energy as Spirit. We are the ‘I AM,’ however, for the purpose of experiencing life on earth each of us perceives our self as being an ‘I’ or a ‘me.’ Even though we each have our own unique journey and believe we have a separate identity from our Creator and from each other we are never separate, it is just not possible, we are the light.
Your particular journey will lead you to this knowledge no matter how much time or how many lifetimes it takes. You will eventually understand that you are magnificent, blessed, and Holy, for the only thing that truly exists is the eternal and infinite energy of Divine Sacred Love, which is you…God expressing itself through you, as you.
The earth experience is created by God and is supposed to be a fun experience of rediscovering your Divine nature. This rediscovery can only be achieved fully through an intimate relationship with your Creator because, without that relationship, it’s impossible for you to truly understand your journey or how you are creating your own world through perception.
Each of us has a cast of characters within that make up all the different aspects of self. We are a one-person show, in which we play all the roles. We keep many of these aspects hidden deep within never wanting to let others see them because they evoke feelings of shame or guilt, or because we pass judgment on them as darkness, believing that they are not a good or likable parts of us.
‘Ego or Soul Print Energy Consciousness’ is an illusionary energy that creates a belief in duality and separation by providing the illusion of a veil of unconsciousness. This energy helps us project the belief that we are an individual participating on the earth stage. It is an illusion of a false identity. The illusion of ego consciousness is Divinely orchestrated so that we can have
the experience of human life.
In truth, all of our aspects are of the light for nothing else exists. We were created perfectly with the aspects we have been given. These aspects of light are put into the closet by what we call the ‘ego.’ The ego has no understanding of the expansiveness of light (God) and perceives everything through a lens of wrong or right, good or bad.
Yet, all of these various character traits and inner voices play a role in forming the universe of diverse feelings, actions, thoughts and beliefs that permeate our life, many of which are faulty or misleading. Many times we categorize aspects as darkness, our shadow side or light. Our perception of what we hear or see create our story or narrative of who we are, a false identity. These traits or aspects come from God, experiences that wounded us in some way, defense mechanisms or from intergenerational prejudices and beliefs passed on to us by family and the world at large. All of these characters traits combine to form what we call persona, that which gives depth to our character. All of this is necessary for you, as Spirit, to have a full experience of living a human life.
I must see all character aspects as light for nothing else exists. I need to let the light out of the closet (shadow side). The ego put aspects of myself in the closet, not understanding that they are of the light.
As we awaken to the Truth of our Divine nature we understand that the illusion of Earth is a virtual physical stage or theatre to play out the story that was Divinely created for us. We recognize the power given to us of eternal life, love, protection and safety in order for us to create using our infinite imagination (consciousness) and heart to bring forth our purpose and passion onto the physical stage. All of this is Divinely guided and driven for each individual’s unique experience.
As Spirit, we are pure Divine love and joy, Divine Consciousness, God Consciousness. Spirit is whole and complete and has no character aspects or desires to set in motion to the amazing stage on earth that God created. This is the Divinely designed role of the ego. These character aspects need to be embraced within us with pure love and no judgment as God created the role, aspects and storyline for each one of us. All the difficult experiences we have had need to be processed, healed and transmuted. We need to like who we are and the role we were created for by and as Divine perfection.
Our life journey is moving through stages of self-discovery and allowing these characters to come out of the closet and appreciate their usefulness in creating a whole persona. I have a whole host of aspects that were hidden in the closet such as, being oversensitive, sadness, fearing, a harsh judge, a bully, jealous, confused, unworthy, ashamed, not good enough, dishonest, irresponsible, angry, rebellious, apathetic, self-centered, know it all, etc. Because I deemed experiences and character aspects as wrong or ugly, I only wanted to show what I deemed as my good character aspects such as, compassion, responsible, loving, happy, skill-full, smart, well-able, etc. I have many aspects that are the opposite of all of the ones I deemed not good enough. So does everyone else, but they are not typically in our awareness.
Our self discovery takes us to a place of needing to integrate all of the character aspects into a whole being with Spirit in the lead and taking charge over the whole self with love and no judgment. We need to accept our whole beautiful self with all of its diversity for this earth experience. Spirit knows that you are already whole and are God walking.
When we don’t integrate all of our self with love and leave aspects in the closet they will come out with a vengeance and appear to make us look unbalanced, reckless or self-sabotaging. Hence we look or feel crazy to others and ourselves at times when we lose our cool or become scared. We can get stuck in seasons of depression, anxiety, anger, etc. when we don’t want to face what is in the closet because we believe it is too painful. We lack tolerance and judge the diversity within us because we are not perceiving with the mind of God. We don’t know how to view, embrace or process the pain from the faulty belief system so we keep putting it off.
This keeps us in modulating behavior. We are afraid to show our whole beautiful self. When we do, people don’t understand our reactions, expression or beliefs because they come out in an unbalanced way. When we integrate these aspects, we can speak and be our True self, stay in balance and live in the higher vibration of love. Free to be who we truly are rather than pushing parts of us down.
My journey of self-discovery came through Spiritual introspection with God. I experience God’s energy as unconditional Divine love, God Consciousness. This energy has come to me in many forms through meditation and guided imagery for my healing and awakening purposes as Jesus, Angels, my Highest Self and family who have passed on. I have learned that I am one with all of the light in what ever form it presents to me as. They are part of my aspects as well.
God chaperoned me into the closet of my being to find the richness and beauty of every character aspect. In this process, God is constantly polishing all of these aspects as He feels necessary so that you become closer to your True Divine presence which in turn; develops grace, love, tolerance and compassion for yourself and others.
This is an everyday, moment by moment purification to your highest. This purification has to happen because we forgot and have difficulty believing that we are Divine and perfect. We have to go through a process of Divinely undoing or a dismantling of our false self. Nothing is ever judged right or wrong, good or bad. There is only love for us. God uses us wherever we are in this transformation for us to bare witness to our self and act as a mirror reflection for others to see their aspects hiding in their closet.
Many times all of our goodness and Divinity is hiding in the closet as well because we don’t see our inherent beautiful Divine self within. Yet, we do see all aspects in the outer mirror of the world. As we ascend higher in Consciousness, eventually we will look through the mirror and only see the Divinity in each person for everyone is the face of God, with their own unique expression of sacred love and story. We are being transformed so that we can accept and integrate our Divinity for this earth experience and understand the perfection of self as an already wholly integrated being.
To accomplish this takes spending as much time as possible with God or whomever you believe your Creator to be. The effort you put into quiet time to be taught your individual unique truth through Divine love will enhance, enrich and create a life of joy, happiness, well being and passion to move into your awakened purpose or Divine calling.
I see myself as the reflection of pure Divine Light.
I see myself as Divine Light and I reflect that out into the world.
I see the perfection of who I AM as light and everyone else. I must be Divine Light since nothing else exists.
I must be beautiful, whole and healed since nothing else exists.
I must be Love since nothing else exists.
I am joyful in the acceptance that I AM One with Divine presence
I reign in God’s glory and splendor
I am One with the sun that rises to its fullest expression of light. Each day I get a new opportunity to see that I AM One with that light.
©Debbie N. Goldberg